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 Topic- ^_^ Hey guys I've neglected my poor pitas.com journal...how sad..Gomen gomen gomen. I recently got a livejournal..I said I'd update both but I got lazy..^_^; I think everyone is up to date on it though ..but the few others I'm sorry. If you want the link IM me because I'm not posting it here because of some jerk was flaming me on my tagboard and I don't want then finding my new one Thank guys. Ja! Monday, October 11, 2004 [12:15 p.m.] Topic Guess whos back.. Yes...I have finally returned and. have a zillion things to blog about. I'm not going to go to far into detail. The stuff I want to talk about happened just in the past week. This week was filled with both fun and misery O-x I guess I'll just start with when my friend Wolfie-kun came into town. ( Thats about all I can think back to that is worth posting. ^_^ V ) Friday- Woke up early and showered waiting for Nakra's flight in. I got an unfortunate call saying he missed the plane and was on standby. O_o; About forever and day time went by and he finally arrived in South Bend at about 4 pm. yay! Packed up his things in the trunk and took him over to Putt-Putt where I had planned to meet Davis and Morgan for some DDR action. ^_^ We had so much fun even though me and Morgan totally kicked the guy's asses in DDR..aww...*pats Davis and Nakra* Afterwards we went over to Toyo Grill for some serious Japanese food eating! mwha! *breaks apart chopsticks* We also had fun time here as we joked around and picked on each other. Eh..the only bad thing was the food took FOREVER..to arrive and the service was pretty bad, but eh..I got over it..^^ I ate so much..*stomach bulge* Nakra got brave and ate a whole thing of Wasabi. O_O ..of course it came with a price because it WAS a dare...*O_O* all who was there know what Im talking about..and Ill leave it at that..O_X afterwards I dropped off Nakra and sped home..dashing into the door only 1 minute late! score! ^_^ Saturday- Parents wanted me to look at a new house they are thinking about buying because my grandpa has decided he wants to live with us. BIG HOUSE..O.x I really didnt want to go, so I snuck out a visit with Nakra! <3 ^^ I dropped off my photos, shopped at the mall, and we went out to breakfast at IHOP. and yes..I stole food naturally!But I wasnt slick enough cause I got caught..XD I had an omelette and pancakes..yum! And then we took a trip to tour Notre Dame, all I could shoe him was the Golden Dome..@_@ their was a wedding at the church that day. those are the only too things I enjoy visiting there..^^; After that it wass about time for me to go to work..damn I know.. Wolfie decided he wanted to walk the town so I dropped him off by my work ...( felt so bad for him...;-; ) and headed off. After work..is when it got bad...I went to the picture place to pick up my photos. The pics were okay..^^; I was surprised on how many pics I forgot I took. They were mostly graduation, volunteer work I did, and prom. Well...being a big dummy I locked my keys in my car..30 minutes away from home -_-; Parents were NOT happy with that one. My grandpa ended up bringing me my spare key and I quickly headed over to Nakra's hotel where he had food for me..XD I was so starved. I felt so bad to rush off on him again ..but parents ..well you know..^^well it was fun to watch him slide down my hood before I drove off..he should know better than to sit on my car..lmao XD ehehehe *^^* That was the Nakra visit..only a summary though..the one on his blog was more in-depth..XD so afterwards...I got everything straightened out at the bank..getting my car fixed..and working..so stressed and depressed..;-; oh well..
LUV MEH EVERYONE..MY BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY..w00t! AUG 1!!!!111
Hope it doesnt suck like last year..@_@ Topic Blah..^_^; Sorry I haven't post on this in awhile..I recently got a new blog..so I'm trying to post equally on both...but yah..I guess it's not working..heres what I posted recently in my other blog..^_^; Whats happened this week Wed-Sunday
Wednesday- I got up early around 7:30 am..-__- *drag* I quickly got dressed and rushed home to grab my work uniform and my tennis shoes. It took me about an hour to get to Valpo to pick up Joe. and yes I ended up getting lost for 10 minutes..so maybe it only took 45 min ( ^_^; so yea..Momo..lol ) We were late due to that and the fact I had to stop and get gas halfway back home..^^;; I thought we missed the service but we snuck in halfway through. Afterwards we drove another long time to Bremen where her grandmothers ashes were going to be buried.. BUT..I guess I wasn't suppose to be there so that trip was in vain..-_- we left and headed back into Mishiawaka to play some DDR. Momo-chan couldn't come, so it was just me and Joe. I ended up calling Chris over to play too, and he brought his friend Joey. At about 5 I had to head to work, I got off work kind of early (at like 9:30? ) because I felt really crappy. My head felt like it was going to explode and I felt very sick to my stomach. I'm pretty sure I had a migrane..so I went home and took some headache medicine and then I fell asleep shortly after that. Thursday- Had to be work at two, but I ended up getting up at 10 am to meet Morgan and Joe for an early session of DDR. Joe had brought some friends to play with us..^^ I only got to play a couple times with Momo though. I can tell I'm getting better..^_^ YAY! Well it went fast and I left at around 1:45 to get to work and change. Friday- Worked...O_o nothing special. Saturday- Went to Adam's party at Scott's house in Elkhart. Momo-chan couldn't go, so I ended up going by myself. I wish she could of gone because I felt very ackward, I only knew two people there and they were playing in the band that was performing. The band was really good even though the singer had laryngitis..^^; He was so upset the whole night over it, " Don't laugh at me or I'll hurt you..*glare* " I got to meet Brandon for the first time (the drummer)...he was..um..interesting..^^;; I think I made him really nervous...¬_¬ Why do I do that to people >< He's going to teach me bass guitar though <3 ^__________^ w00t I'm going to be a hot bass chick! Adam also talked to me a few times during break. It wasn't that many people there as I thought, but about everyone there ,except me and a couple other people, were either buzzing or drunk...lol anyway I ended up leaving there at 9 p.m so I could be home at around 10. Nothing else went on..^^'; Sunday- IM ONLINE w00ttttttt!!! l33t! Work closed early today for Father's Day..I still made good money though...I called alot of people today...O_o Free minutes rulez..XD I made plans to play DDR with Morgan, Chris, and his friend Ricky...I have the DAY OFF.XD ..yay... um..yah..thats about it...its getting late and thats all I have to say..^^; Look Momo Im chipper..XD
Topic !@#$@#%@#%...phew.. Nothing much happening in my life, just work work work..X_x I'm really wanting to pay off my car so I can just move out from my house already. Freedom is good, ne? Then I can go and visit everyone as late as I want, and have people over. >D I have so many plans! ^^ SLEEP OVER!..bwha .Anyway,. this weekend was pretty interesting. ^^ Got to talk to alot of people on the phone. ^_^ Like Zac, Matt ,..I also Talked to Wolfie-chan...(Sometime earlier this week though ^^; He mailed me cookies *glomps him* )Larry, Morgan, and etc. ^_^ I felt so luved <3 Now it's Monday again..e_e I think this week marks my year anniversary of my medical job, I started there in June last year. ^__^ I see how fast the year went by, also I really need to get over to Riley and get my chevrons *procrastinated till the last minute* watch ..she probably forgot .I wouldn't be surprised. But yah it's really late..and this movie I'm watching is scarying me...did I really have to see Halle Barry and Billy Bob Thorton DOING IT..>.<;;;;;;;;;; SOO..Im going to see you guys later..Ja for now.
Topic- OMFG!!@!@121!!!! THE SEVEN DUST CONCERT FUCKING ROCKED! ^_^; ahem..sorry.
I just had to blog about the concert on Wednesday. It was my first real concert and sevendust, cold and atomship were playing. I was so excited because we were in the FRONT row..OMG OMG OMG. Atomship was a pretty good band, the lead singer head banged like Kyo and did the freak out thing like Jon Davis..*swoon* The perfect match.. *heart* I met the guitar player after the show and he was sooo goofy and funny. ^^ I think he might of been high....^^;;;;; oh well..kee. Next band to play was Cold (they didn't play stupid girl NAR! ) they still rocked my world though. I thought the guitarist in that one was FUCKING HOT! Lucky Morgan got hit on by him...kee..^^ I got three hugs though..he came and GAVE me a hug..XDDDDD HAWTTT!! I almost fainted...I also at the end of that concert got the drummers stick when he tossed it..O_o I had a death grip the whole night long. I got autographs by the whole band..EXCEPT the drummer..*fume*..T_T Anyway..^^; The next and final band was Sevendust.....OMFG....that rocked SO FUCKING MUCH..XD The lead singer was so hot and he held my hand like 5 times and I stroked his leg...and he winked at me..omg omg..hes the sweetest ever.*faint*..Lucky Morgan....T_T got a kiss from him..*evil eyes* cheating on secret lover..I will never FORGIVE YOU..lmao..^^ but I got to kiss his cheek too..nar! ^^ I have a pic of me almost kissing him..stupid Larry didnt shoot it at the right time..lol...During that concert I got two guitar picks. I caught one thrown by the bassist and the other one the guitarist John Connolly HANDED to me and held my hand tightly. I was a very happy girl at the end of that concert..even though my parents almost mutilated me..it was worth it..^_______^ I have a ticket full of autographs, pictures of me with my arm around them, pic of me and Lajon, drum stick, and two guitar picks...it was the best night of my life...;-;..I almost considering not taking a shower in awhile..but I already had one yesterday..DAMN...Lajon...cold and atomship all hugged me...DAH...oh well..hope they come again..specially Lajon and that skinny Cold guitarist ..cant remember his name..DAMN..*looks up name* talk to you later! XD topic- I'll miss you .. We all knew it was going to happen, but I wasn't ready to face it. Yesteday my grandma finally gave up and passed away peacefully at Hospice. (I hope you can hear me now that your up in heaven with your family. I love you grandma and I'm already missing you.) I wish I could of been there with her, but we were visiting my grandpa at the hospital. We were going to break the news that we knew grandma was going to die that night, but it happened sooner than expected. My grandpa took it harder than anyone, he was there by that womans side for over 50 years and the final day he couldn't be there with her because he was still in the hospital. This week has been one thing after another, I don't know if I can get anymore stressed than this. I get sad when I think about my grandma being gone, but my mom hugs me and reminds me shes in a better place watching over us always. I'll believe that when I graduate and get married one day....Im sorry to make this depressing..but I had to get this out of my system. All the familys coming up and such. I may not be online for awhile..so..everybody love your family because you never know when they might leave you.I have to get get going..just wanted a quick post Ja for now. Topic Final wishes... Sorry I haven't posted in awhile, I've been going through alot of things this week. I just now have the will to actually post about it, it's just my grandparents in the past two days have kept me very worried. For starters, my grandma’s liver has officially failed and she is quickly going down hill. In the past two days she has lost the ability to function and has turned jaundice. I've been trying to spend as much time I can with her because my mom thinks she doesn't have very much longer. So my mother's day consisted of watching her sleep all day, but that's okay. I just feel so selfish for wanting her to live even though she’s suffering so much. I just had a dream that she would be at my wedding and when I graduated college..-_-
I also wished I could of spent more time with her too ;-; On to the next subject, my grandpa is in the hospital for his "colon surgery" to remove the cancer in his colon, but he got his CT scan results back the doctors found something wrong with his heart and wanted to put a cardiac catheter in to check it out. What they discovered was 4 of his major arteries were 80-95 blocked, so they put stents in to prevent any future massive heart attack he could have had. So the surgery has been postponed to Thursday…-_- I don’t know how much I can take…blarg…I’m in constant worry every freakin night over my grandparents…;-; On a less serious note, ACEN is almost here. ^_^; Still can’t go and actually I wouldn’t have wanted to go considering my grandparents health right now. I’m just planning on giving Morgan some money to get me some things and I’ll just look at their pictures…I want some bishies to cheer me up!! It’s too bad Jen is already there..I wanted to meet her when she came to South Bend…=/ I’m also trying to get Thursday off so I can go see Joe smash some boards at Megaplay..w00t..Joe is l33t. I really need some fun in my life right now..-_- get my mind of stuff. I did have a really fun night on Friday night ^_^ I went and played DDR with Morgan, Chris, and Joey, and then afterwards we went to steak and shake and had some good laughs We need to do that again sometime, ne? um..yah…..don’t know what else..so I guess I’m done. Ja. Topic- was it good are bad?...O_o; Well...I can say it was both a good and bad day today. To start out with the bad news..my grandma's medical labs came back for her liver and it really doesn't look good. The doctor is afraid to tell us how long she has, he said that she has proved him wrong in the past. In fact, my grandma was said to have died like 3 years ago, but she's still alive! ^_^ Shes a fighter..but my mom has doubts on this time. Ontop of that, my mom turns around and tells my grandpa may have colon cancer...great...He's going to the hospital to recieve his results on Tuesday. In the end they will probably have to cut it out just in case...so ..we have to figure out who's going to take care of my already sick grandma..T_T; puu...I really don't know whats going to happen so I can't comment any further or I may start to cry again. To the good news, which comes in two parts. The first thing is Larry got our Sevendust tickets ( Scheduled at the Morris and we're in the pit 3 rows back from the stage..HELL YEAH! )I can't believe he camped out at 1 am to get them! ;-; I worried about him the whole night becaue he was already sick ..and to wait out in the cold like that! awww poor Larry! I was almost late giving him the money due to my parents kept delaying me from leaving the house, but he got the money..thank goodness...X_x; I was so excited the whole day! W'ere going to be dead center in the pit! W00t! And Morgan is coming with us too! ^____^ Speaking of Morgan, on to part two, she came home today...YAY! *glomps her* I came over with a taped moustache and lilacs.." Hello your secret lover is here to take you out on our date"..rotf We went out and played DDR ( my legs are about to fall off..I basically played DDR alll day ) and then went back to her house and goofed around for another hour. We had so much fun today ^_^..and I glomped the fat kitty. It was kind of to creepy to leave because the house next door had cop cars all over the road..like 4-5 of them..but we just watched live action Sailor Moon till they left. ^__^; heee and the creepy quizno...thingies.." THE MOON!" rotf..and the Kung Pow nipple shot..and I think I'm going to go to bed before I ramble. Topic - Would of been a good day.. Well yesterday would of been great considering I got my kaoru hottness posters! ^__^ yay! There posted up on my walls now...*stare at wall* <3 Even Johji liked the poster lmao , I wanted to get a pic of him up on the glass of his cage (which was facing the poster) It was really funny..^^;
I also got the the Totchi poster I ordered, but also got an extra one due to the girl sending it out late...ANYWHO! Back to my story of why it WASNT a good day. It appears AOHELL decieded to tack on charges after the trial was up and not tell me that they were doing that. Sooo...my mom gets a 30 dollar charge on the phone bill and totally bitches me out. I told her I didn't know they did it and that I'd pay for it but she kept going on and on. And of course she tells me to stop ordering my stuff off line.. (um kiss my ass ..its my money)and then she tells me to go to bed at 11:30...RIGHT WHEN I FREAKIN GET HOME FROM WORK...I was so fucking pissed last night. I'm not 5 years old anymore so quit telling when my bed time is and stop treating me like Im a fucking moron. Then the whole night I was trying to read, she kept getting up out of bed and yelling at me. WTF! Leave me the fuck alone bitch! I was trying to freakin study for a test..if I fail it..I swear to God...T_T *evil aura* Anyway! ^_^; *deep breath in and out* I also didn't have a very good day at work yesterday because one of our patients died. He was a sweetheart... I was very sad and almost cried..(had to be strong in front of the other patients). Plus I had pyscho boy too.T_t; Yes...there is this very hateful boy who got mad one day and said that he was going to shoot everyone.....thank goodness hes getting frisked everytime he comes in now..^^;;;;; so...yah.....I think I'm going to go home soon and cry to myself..I cant wait to see the day I move out..T_T;;;;;;;;;; BASTARDS...^__^ night! Topic - Asleep.. Well after much procrastination last night I just FINALLY got my paper done this morning. I only wrote like a paragraph last night and suddenly I had writers block. Then I didn't wake up in time to finish my paper before class, so I just bull crapped it and wrote it during class. It was amazingly 1608 words long. <3 I was so determined to get my paper last night, but I was having wayyy too much fun playing with Kyo's crotch, Totchi's nipples, and Die's mouth. ROTF! Okay that probably sounded really wierd..but no I RPed with Jen and her friend with those screen names. I'm SN- Kaorus ass..XD oh sweet sexy kaoru ass. I was laughing the whole night, my grandpa thought something was wrong with me..e-e; It was so hard to stay in character..XD cause asses dont do very much..it actually turned really yaoi...^^;; and we scared away shinya's mouth..*dies* XD Next time we need more people with more parts! er...you know what I mean >D Die's mouth- " Shit!..No wait.. DONT SHIT! " LMFAO Kyos crotch- *poke* Oh my..XDDD sad thing is I actually had a dream of yaoi dir en grey..*happy girl* ^_^ Glad I remembered that dream! <3
yea...so that's the only thing really happening. I have to run home today and grab some dvds to let Larry borrow, and I have to work...*sob* will it ever end....so ja ne for now! *bounce away* Topic Quiz fiend! A quiz I found scrolling through some blogs in LJ. Where was it....oh linky at the bottom. Topic Survey I stole from Kaoru (linked below) 1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. " Z= set of integers" Algebra book
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? A student in my class
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Cowboy Bebop last night on adult swim.
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
10:55 am
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:00 am
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
People chatting in the background
7: When did you last step outside?
An hour ago
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Mei-chans blog.
9: What are you wearing?
black skirt, tan long frilly sleeved shirt, knee high black boots
10: Did you dream last night?
I can't remember, I did have a dream the other night about me and Mei-chan arguing over shaving cream....and then I got attacked by zombies..^^; 11: When did you last laugh?
10 minutes ago
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
lots..of...um whatever schools post on the walls..those flyer things
13: Seen anything weird lately?
I saw Larry yesterday...ROTF..just kidding Larry..^^;;;; I almost hit a really creepy man crossing the road the other day..he scared me..O-o cause he was creepy and walked quickly in front of my car.
14: What do you think of this quiz?
it's keeping me entertained..
15: What is the last film you saw?
er.......Breakfast club
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A trip to Japan and maybe live there too, education, manga and anime, give to family,give to friends, better car, Dir en grey concert tickets and other stuff..XD, Korn concert tickets,give to charity,..I don't know I'd have so much to want!
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
Uh...there's alot of things you don't know..and you don't know it cause I don't want you to know...if you understood that..rotf
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
All the hate to disappear! and for there to be lots of hot asian man everywhere..^^ ..and to have Diru tour in the US..^^
19: Do you like to dance?
Yes...DDR....oh..not that kind of dance?
20: George Bush: BAH! >.<
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Not sure..I'm always changing..I wanted Elizabeth or Morgan..but I want a pretty Japanese name now..XD ROTF
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I had one I really liked the other day..what was it..>< Gawd I suck at names.
22: Would you ever consider studying abroad?
HELL YES !!!!!!11111111111111###@12 I mean...yes..
23: Will you pass on this survey?
Um...nani? Topic - T_T;;; I really wasn't going to post tonight, but certain things have really irratated me tonight. I really am getting frustrated with idiotic people. I had to agree with Momo-chan's recent post when she stated it made her mad when people messed with her friends. I'm the same way, I'm getting really pissed off at people who are hurting or and making up false things about her. She's a really great person and shouldn't have to go through things like that. Some retard named Casey really wants me to stick a foot up his ass for talking about my friend. But I won't comment or Im him cause Momo said not too <3 It's not just Momo , but it seems like everyone is depressed lately ;-; I feel powerless to help them though, I don't like this feeling! I myself am depressed as well due to ACEN drawing nearer, but I still don;t think I can go. If I did I wouldn't have a costume, but that is the least of my worries. I wanted to just spend time with friends, and see hot Jrockers..^_^;;; kee! I guess all I can say to people is- Morgan- everything will work out and you'll be happy.<3 Cause I pray for you always to have lots of friends and people who care about you as much as I do. I just ate a whole bag of candy....literally..I can't stop fidgeting.^^;;;.I'm playing on the webcam and being a dork ..XD all these wierdos keep wanting to watch but I scared them away..XDDDDDDD or blocked them...which ever came first! I'd better go to bed now *drag*...OHHH!!@@@!111 Neko-chans making me a layout..<3<3<3 I'm going to draw her a fanart cause I wants too ^______^ aww ..okay that's all..^_________^ Topic Fun fun fun! ^^ Wow this weekend sure was interesting! XD I was so happy though because I got to see Sarah (whom I haven't seen in almost a year)It was wierd on how I saw her though. I was working at Eleni's on 31 when I noticed a a car that had been smashed up from behind. " Damn that car is messed up...! " and then I noticed it looked like the car that had dropped Larry off at work. So after work I tried to call Larry to see if he needed a ride, but he didn;t answer his phone. So I thought what the hell I'll go over and talk to him when he gets off...and find out what was with the car..^^; *nosy* So I drove over there and I saw Sarah and Margo walking out of Fazoli's. I hopped out of the car and glomped both of them. ^___^! Sarah and Margo was so excited to see me! I felt special! teehee. So yah I found out the car was Mike's..a friend of Larry ( I met him once before) who is a bit...odd. ^^;;; but Larry already had ride arrangement, but I did get invited to a party! XD It was a camp out drinking party on Friday night. I spent half of the time running errands..O-o; cause I was the one not drinking ( damn you work at 5 am!! *shakes fist* ) we got food at McDonalds and I had to run Angie's cousin Tim over to the liquor store. e-e it took 15 minutes to get to a mcdonalds...and it wasnt even in North Liberty! ..X_x so yah..the actual party was alot of fun! It was kind of crazy though..>.> cause people were drinking but I joined in the festivites..well other than the drinking..-_-; ( DAMN YOU WORK!!! ) The people who were there was Tim the host, Larry, Angie, Josh, Tim and his girlfriend, and Mike. It was non-stop laughs, even though there were some moments I got irratated. Like when Josh asked me to have a threesome with his g/f and when he grabbed my boob.. *pissed* Larry was kind of quiet all night, not sure what was up with that. Sarah, Angie, and Tims girlfriend peer pressured me into having flashing contests and to eventually lose our shirts. I stole Mike's jacket though because...yah...I'm shy and it was damn cold out. so...yea...I did have a good time though. Mike got so plastered and kept hanging on me and he accidently shoved me over. XD and then he fell on me. O_o so yah..I left about 8:45 to be home at 9:30, when I was leaving the wierd host guy Tim was like " Yah you have a nice chest and ass..*all the guys nod in response* " DAH! *walk away fast* Larry helped me to my car..Thank goodness..X-x we we're in the woods and I couldnt see! ;-; I got home on time ..heh...my mom thought I went to the mall...dum dee doo *tap tap* heh ^^; So yah.... Saturday..I was late for work..which really sucked. What happened was I didn't get any sleep Friday night..I had so man things on my mind I guess, plus my dad was talking majorly loud on the phone. So yah...I fell asleep at 4...when I suppose to get up *is a dork* So I woke up at 5:15 and work starts at 5:30..I live 30 minutes away. SHIT! I threw my clothes on and got ready so fast *5 minutes* and drove as fast as I could. I was only 10 minutes late! Go me! XD It was a really easy day and I got of at two. ^^ I hung out at Larry's for about an hour..and that was an interesting day too..^^; I took him downtown at about 4 and headed home, thank goodness my mom and dad weren't there because I forgot to call...^^;;; Today I got to play the easter bunny. I made 4 kids cry..^^; I didn't do anything, they said the mask looked scary. Alot of kids ran up to me and hugged me. ^^ so cute. After a couple of hours I started to burn up under the suit and took a break. Eventually I got recruited to help out everybody because it got way too busy. I did get tipped by lots of customers! XD So I made an extra 15 bucks on top of my bunny pay. I waited on a table in my costume. I think my customers got such a kick out of it! XD I mostly cleared plates and gave coffee though. I had a little sign that said " Can I get you something to drink?" Everybody loved that ^_^ ! It was so cute cause I took pictures with the kids and three of them drew me a picture. ^__^ <3 I was so glad when it was over though...I was so HOT.! *fans* so yah..HAPPY EASTER! XDD I think I'm going to call Morgan...or somebody now cause I need a voice to hear..^^ I wonder how her concert went?...hmm..^^ BAI! Topic -ROTF! XDDD Searching through the U 93 site I happened to stumble apon a clip of the gollum from Lord of Rings rapping. The orc raps too..It's hilarious! XD The link is included with this post. It's a must see! Ahem, back to the seriousness of me posting. rotf..^^;; Actually..I really souldn't even be posting I have a portfolio due on Friday for english. I mean I have the paper done..well almost done,but I also have to write a memo for it..^^;;; My teacher is worried I won't get it done, but he doesn't realize I am the master of procrastination and I always find a way to get things done.^^; kee..I should of gone out tonight, but certain people didn't call me like they were suppose to ..*evil glare* So....I ended up staying home...without anything to do...cause I was suppose to have plans with someone...*evil glare again* well on some funnier news. I get to play the annual Easter Bunny at Four seasons again..e-e *sweatdrop* yay...*unexcited* I hope it's a good costume this year and the little children don't jump on me..XDDD. Oh well..we will have to see. T_T <---- my face as 20 kids pummel into me...*sigh* um what..else...Nothing else to really write about...I'd rather get back to my kyo crotch grabbing clip ja ne. Topic oy...XD Oh my. I've been involved with so much jrocker stuff that I almost neglected to pot this week..^^; Last night I FINALLY got DWI ( Dance with intensity ) It works! Except I think theres some kind of delay with my keyboard, cause I'll hit it and some will say miss when I actually should of gotten great or perfect...some of them hit though so I'm not sure whats going on e-e . IT was really funny because I found a dance to yatta and istanbul..ROTF XD So I was tapping away to those songs trying to get a good score, but I was just laughing too much. Plus it didn't help by having Jen send me updated clips of her music video which would crack me up even more. Jen got the crazy idea to make a Der en Grey video to "Im too sexy" Sugoi! She's doing such a good job. I can't wait to see the finish project. She might send it to Kyo, I wonder what his expression would be..XDDDDD poor Kyo he's just to kawaii. Totchi and Die would probably laugh their asses off and Shinya would not say anything O-o; Not sure if Kaoru would like it....O_o he might...never know..^_^; He's got a sense of humor! rotf..so yah...that was pretty mush my excitment for the week. ^^:;; That's really sad...well I had work and school..ALOT of work. My legs are still hurting from Saturday and Sunday..e-e I ran around so much..well it payed on Sunday cause I made 80 bucks on a slow night! W00t! Oh I almost forgot. I did have to take my car in to the repair shop..my baby..*glomps the car* It had a bad code or something..and a bad ground wire to the headlight. I had no charge cause it was still under warranty XDDD But I was carless for Monday. I felt really bad because the gas was really low in it and mom had to drive it home and it ran out of gas right in front of a gas station. It really wasnt my fault, I told my grandpa I needed gas before we took the car down, but said we needed to go and I left with out filling the tank. SO..lol you know the rest of the story. I left 20 on the table for her to fill it..^^;;;;;;; cause I knew she'd fill it anyway. So, she let me use her car after work so I had a ride home and I had a car Tuesday for school so there was no other problems. okay...seriously that's all thats happened..lol I'd better go because I have to get ready for work soon...e-e..work...ugh...oh! Kaoru!....*plaster computer screen*..^_^ see you laterz! Ja ne Topic SQUEEEEEEE! By reading Chris' post I suddenly feel obligated to post now.lol This week has actually been a good one, even if I haven't had much sleep. Lack of sleep is not good ^^;, it's only because I had a paper due yeserday. So I ended up staying up all Wednesday night trying to write it ( Procrastination at work again )It was actually 1253 words long too, XD can't beleive I wrote that much. So after school yesterday I went to the post office and picked up my newly arrived Jrocker goodness : Macacbre cd, Macabre tour dvd, and a hide documentary. After that "joygasm" ( rotf at Jen word) I had to go work at Eleni's till 10..e-e;; I was sooooo tired when I got home, I actually fell asleep on the floor watching Inu Yasha. I eventually made it to bed, but I got awakened at 8 by the phone...*sigh* ..I just wanna sleep in XD Maybe tommorow, ne? Oh I also got my Vulgar Cd today!..Had myself another joygasm..XDDDDDDDD And I just now found out Morgan is on her way up for the weekend.! This kicks ass!!!!! XDD Okay I lied about the whole week being good. I did find out some bad news that I won't be able to go to Chicago this year. I really wanted to spend time with Morgan and Jen....I guess it's not EXACTLY over to ask to go since I have until April 16 to get the check in....There's always hope.....*prays...ALOT* Im keeping the house clean and calling home all the time. So they have NO argument! XD...um....not sure what else to talk about...so...yea..I guess I'll write more when something else happens. Topic- YAaAaAYYYYY!!!111 ^_____^ My costume is coming together so nicely so far. I just recieved my boots in the mail today, thank goodness I stayed home today or my parents would of wondered what the big box was...ANYWAY! ^^;; I'm so happy they fit so good! I'm glad I went a size up because these dont have a zipper and at first I thought they were too small..^^;; That would of sucked. It's always better to go bigger if your not sure! I'm wearing them right now to make sure their not going to ohurt my feet to ACEN. The only bad thing is the heel is a bit big, but I've worn shoes this high and they squeak when I walk..LMAO..^^ Now my list of items is going down! All I need is the costume, fish net stockings, thigh belt, spiked bracelet, black liner ( I ran out), and maybe I'll use a labcoat and some drumsticks..not sure on the last two. oh yah I didn't tell you that I also got my wig last week...my mom was home for that one. I don't like to lie, but I didn't feel like getting nagged about useless spending. (Even though she knows people dress up to cons) So I just said it was some dvds ^^;; anyway I tried it on and its almost perfect to kami's hair. It's abit long and the bangs get in my eyes..^^;;; oh speaking of wig I need to add a thing to keep my hair in place...not a net but one of those tight head things..^^;; My hair is way too long to get it all stuffed in, it also looks like I have a giant tumor on the back of my head..lmao..right... I'd better go so I can clean the house..^^;; I have nothing else to really write about. Spring break is sucking ass so far because I have nothing to do. I tried to hang out with Sharon on Tuesday. but my parents made me come home...T_T *FUME* not like she's leaving any time soon *sarcastic* and also Judy's party was canceled..so..I have'nt doone very much lately..*fall*...oh wait..Chris does wanna go play DDR...*pokes his away message* HEYYYYY!!!! ...hm...damn..oh well see you all later.. Topic - Alot of shit.. From the title you can guess that this post is going to be me naturally venting. This time I have to write this out because I'm very frustrated to what's been going on for a week. It has nothing to do with home or anything to do with Chicago. Last week I was working at the restraunt when an old friend called me there, when I answered I realized who it was. Right, it was my friend Larry, whom I hadn't talked to in like 6 months after I told him I liked him. What happened was awhile back he said he would go out with me once everything cleared up with his family. Little did I know that he had also told Sharon the same thing. And after all that he ended up going out with some other girl. After that I never heard from him for like 6 months. BAKA. So suddenly he appears and wonders if I still like him *fume* I told him it's going to take awhile for me to even consider liking or trusting him. I'm also getting mad because his friends are all trying to get me to go out with him. I was hurt and still am, I'm not just going to miracalously get over it. GAWD PEOPLE SUCK! TT;; So everyday now I'm getting a phone call from him and stuff, Morgan thinks he's trying to kiss up to get some booty. I'm not sure..I'm going to wait it out and see how things go ..der.. OMG..LMAO I feel so wrong, but next week is going to be sooo bad! XD I recently got invited to two parties by the girls at the restraunt. One is a birthday party for Judy, which is going to have a male stripper ( aww Judy..lol I can't wait to see her face) and the other is a toy and lingerie party. (Kim wants me to help her set up for her )lol Everyones laughing at me now, cause I get so shy all the time and my face gets all red. *guy dances in front of her * *O________0* *BLUSH* Kim said I should take him home with me.. " Dad I want you to meet..uh what wass your name? " * guy wearing only a thong and bowtie on* He's my new boyfriend tee hee...*hug on him* Nah I wouldn't do that...maybe if it was like Dir en Grey....or Gackt...Miyavi.....*Droooooooooooollls over mental image of them stripping* ^^......KKKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEE. I 'll take you all home with me..*_* and Ill invite Mo-chan and Jen and...Sharon would probably want to come..oh and Kitty Kat would kill me if I didn't invite her..^_^;;; OKAY enough of fantasies that will never happen *record scratch* I'd better go cause its late..Ja ne..^^; Topic - I have RETURNED. Bwha.. Actually I never left, just been extremely lazy lately. ^_^; Let of stuff been going on and alot of Jrock goodness to watch. I'm borrowing the Dir en Grey Macabre tour from somebody I know. I had to see the tank clip again..XD The laugh of Toshiya! X_X I guess it is sorta ...cute..it takes some real getting use to though!XD I also like the ping pong incident too! XD I just love the whole thing with Kaoru and Die with all their goofiness. ^_^ Kawaii!! Okay enough about that! I have another dvd to watch when I get home, I really want to own these myself though. Perhaps I'll get on ebay later..^^; ACk I'd better run I have to go talk to my math teacher. I really need to keep up with this..but I really dont know what to talk about. Good news so far: I may get to go to Acen, got a Hide collection DVD, got my costume started, and thats about it..^^;;; I really need to go get a tape measurement before KAties friend Panda-san kills me X_X;;;; Okay see you all later! Ja ne. Topic- Not to shabby! ^-^ My weekend went actually pretty well, other than the fact I had to work on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday . *SIGH* , but it was better than I thought it was going to be. -_-; Well...Valentine's still sucked. ^^; Friday night my mom wanted me to come home after me trying to avoid my parents for a week. She wanted to talk to me about what was going on and I told her everything that was bothering me. It wasn't a big discussion, but we got talking about Chicago again and she said she would talk to me. " Just make sure to keep everything clean..and I'll talk to him.." she was strangely in a good mood..O_o; I think this diet she's on is making her a nicer person..^^;;;;; Well that was the best news this week. My week has been pretty hellish, at work I had the patient from hell ALL week and everybody couldn't stop bleeding after treatment (One guy took 3 hours to stop..X_x; ),the fight with my parents, test in microbiology, had an english paper due, and I got called in on my only day off. Hopefully the rest goes easier...*sigh*.. I got my taste of recent JRock goodness last night. Sunday night's are Japan night for me, because Hey! Hey! Hey! is on and popjapan.tv. Last night was really cool for me though! Gackt was on Hey!Hey!Hey!( December 03 )for a quik interview and Hyde was popjapan.tv's featured artist of the month. ^^; It was interesting also to see the countdown of the year on Japans 100 most popular songs. The only one's I recognized on the list were BoA, Glay, Hyde, Rip Slyme, and the girl who sang the song for FFX-2 ^^; Gackt wasn't on there...*cry* I had to laugh about Hyde though because one of the questions was "What do you wear at home" Hyde- *serious* "I go commando". LMAO Hyde was soo serious! I don't think he smiled once and it was all darkly themed..^^ Awwwwwwww but Hyde so kawaii! *glomp* okay that's my jrock update. No WAIT it's not! keee..I finally found some jrock Sim skins and now I have Kaoru, Gackt, and Hide living as a family...lol Kaoru is the only one with the job and the others are sooo lazy. I think I got Hide a job. *buisness suit with long red hair* LOL Anyway...I have my own Sim named after me..^^ so far I've snagged Kaoru. I got him with my flirtaous ways..*pose* ^^ keee. So he adores me now. Oh and yes I have a mom and dad sim, I purposly programed my dad to be an asshole..and he is..lmao He has no friends I think...cause he insults or slaps them. XD My mom eats alot of food for some reason..X__x; YOUR MAKING ME POOR. I'm the only one working..T_T; 100 dollars a day. Get off you lazy asses! lol Okay..now I'm done with that..I'm going to find some more skins..bai bai! Topic Interview with Nakra.. 1) What would be your ideal career, and why?
My Ideal career would be a Nurse Practitioner! ^^ I hope I’ll eventually reach it. After I graduate from Ivy The I’m also going over to Indiana University and study music and Japanese. So if I ever wanted to travel to Japan I could also work there..*_*. Perhaps I could minor in music, I did study it for 9 years of my life. ^^; 2) Who do you see as your role model?
I’m looking for a good role model right now. Well I kind of idolize the nurses at work because they are so knowledgeable in this field and I want to be that someday. I study with them and learn something new from them everyday. Their great teachers! 3) Where was your first kiss?
When I was in Second grade, I was over at my friend Ryan’s house. We pretended to be power rangers ^_^; Anyway I was the pink ranger and he was the green ranger. (I think those are the ones that liked each other….) So we snuck away to the closet and he kissed me..talk about roleplaying..lol I knew he liked me so it wasn’t just acting. I can’t believe that show inspired my first kiss…*sweat drop* I kind of thought kissing was gross then too. LMAO. I was such a tom boy. 4) When was the last time you treated yourself to something special (give details)?
Uhhhhhhhhhhhh…uuuuuuuuummm…..etooooooooooo….I don’t really remember. Does going out by yourself and shopping for anime and manga count?..^^; I think that’s pretty darn special. On my days off I usually just relax and talk to people online or watch some t.v. I don’t ever feel like going out ever since my friends left town. 5) What is your most important dream to achieve in life?
Move out of my parent’s house and be successful ( marriage , kids, career, etc.), on my own in the future.^_^; Also to never to lose my best friend Morgan! ;-; Topic -Just as it starting getting good… As you can tell by the title, it’s clear that my life has turned for the downfall again. You’ve heard for about a week about me going to Acen, to see Miyavi and such. Well might as well scratch those plans for the year, the evil asshole parents said no. Also to make things worse my dad got uber pissed because I told grandpa about him saying no, so I got threatened to get kicked out again ( For the 6th time this month. Go me! ) I’ve already plans to move out as soon as a pay off the car and it goes into my name.So don’t worry about that. Without that payment I could afford a decent apartment somewhere. The only thing is I hope is that I won’t have to pay for schooling. Otherwise I will be sooo poor..;-; My job doesn’t start paying it until after you passed the course, and it actually only pays for one semester if you add it all up. I can’t wait to have my own place, it’ll be great ^_^ I’ll invite people over and I’ll go out when I want to. The only thing I’m worried about is a tight budget..^_^; But freedom is so freakin worth it. On other news. I just found out one of my old friends had a crush on me about 2 years ago..X-x; He told me in a quick poem he wrote : This friend of mine, Junior, It’s not the best poem because he wrote it out of the blue, but I thought it was nice. I still have memories of him writing Junior all over my car. It didn’t come off till I washed it. ^_^; so yah, just my luck that someone liked me, and now he has a girlfriend and I’m still single. -_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;. Life is a cruel joke sometimes. Lol Out of 35 people on my BL only one is not away…but he disappeared off into his hallway . *using webcam* I’m actually sick of talking to people today. Well I mean other than my friends. I’ve been Imed by two scary weirdo people so far..X_x I refuse to accept any more pictures from these freaks. Also I’ve been traumatized by quiznos new commercials. The commercials actually turned me off from buying one, I mean those little things could be running around the kitchen! *shudder * KOWAII And after watching all these weird ass movies, I’m going to have some weird dreams tonight..X_x Least last night mine was a wonderful dream. I was getting “friendly” with a Jrocker, but right when we were gonna bom chicka bom bom. My alarm went off…-_- Talk about a rude awakening. Okay this is way long now..^_^ I just have so much to write. I’ll stop it here. Okay see you all later. By the way. Its always good if you wanna send a Valentines greeting to moi. I’m not going to get anything. otherwise.;-;…<3<3<3<3 Topic tired..X-x; I can't believe how tired I am today. I ended up staying up two nights in order to finish an english paper that was due today. I've had maybe 6 hours of total sleep during the two days, and I am going to sleep in tommorow. ( Thank goodness for days off ) I ended up doing my paper on how crappy America's schooling system really is. It sparked my interest when I was reading Paulo Freire's The "banking" concept of education. Technically he was saying students are just mindless drones who just memorize facts given to them by the teachers, and they don't actually learn anything. That's how I felt in school, i just had to memorize crap that had nothing to do with going out into the real world. The only important classes to me were English, Math, Anatomy and Physiology,language, and maybe Economics. The rest were courses I am never going to use. I mean I just had chemistry last year and I can't remember anything about it! X_x It's obvious I didn't learn anything and just memorized things to get a good grade. Anywho, my paper turned into a giant argument essay thing. lol Im such a debator. Acen update! It is offically on the site that Miyavi-sama will be at Acen this year. I've been trying to figure out plans to how Morgan, Jen and I are going to get there. I'm thinking taking a train will be our best bet considering is a good rate and I've never rode in a train before..kee..^^ Hopefully take the train till we reach O'Hare airport and then transfer onto the free shuttle to hotel they provide. My costume is still in the working mode, I need to work on the accesories too. I'm thinking about just doing thigh high boots because I'm not finding any that cut off just above the knee. Plus I doubt I'll be able to find a studded band that will fit my big thighs..lol ^_^; I'm still so excited. I want to see Momo-chans and Jen-chan's final costume. Their going as Kyo and Kaoru, or that's the plan anyway. The costumes are so wicked cool..XD I hope you can get those boots from that website! ^^ Also I need to deciede about my hair, I also need to get make up supplies, lab coat, and make a fake lip ring w/ chain. Even BEFORE that I need to register! ;-; Please Lord let me be able to go! ^^;; I wanna see Miyavi..I called off work to see him! ;-; Speaking of Miyavi, I emailed him a short fan letter. ^^ i was browsing his siet and find an email thingie. I told him I'd see him at Acen! ^_^ I doubt I'll get a reply , but it was a fun thing to do..^_^;; <---- should of been doing her paper than oogling Miyavi site. ANYWAY..^_^;;;; Not much else happening here. Just need to finish up planning so nothing is last minute, I'm even working extra to save up for Acen. If my parents don't let me go.I swear I will hate them forever..or hate them more.. I mean it this time... ^_^ heh..I'd better go this is getting long and stuff. So I'll write later. Ja Everybody! Topic OMFG! XD I am so freakin happy right now. Jen has just laid down the news that Miyavi will be at Acen this year. That means I HAVE to go this year, if I miss this I will just die! So far the costume hunt is going so-so. I had changed plans to go as Kami instead of Mana, so I had to take a look at Kami's out fit. It looks sorta hard to me so I asked Katie for some advise. She said she would ask Panda-chan if she could make it for a decent price. Well the results came in yesterday that Panda doesn't like working with vinyl and that's the only shiny black material I can think of. ( Pleather would be just as bad ) So I may end up finding a black shirt and wear a labcoat over it! *sigh* This is my first one...however I emailed Panda so we'll she what happens. I'll go either way, I'm not missing Miyavi for anything! I've also got room arrangements, Jen said I could stay with them..I luv you *glomps her* gotta go eat lunch and figure out a way to get my pupils to back to normal. ^_^; I hate going to the eye doctor...heh..see you all later! Topic Inside joke. Momo-chan has got to see this...I almost died laughing. Your first name of Bareen has given you a friendly, likeable nature, and you could excel in artistic, dramatic, and musical expression. With this name, you desire the finer things in life, but you do not always have the resolve and vitality to put forth the effort necessary to fulfil your desires. Your emotional feelings are easily affected and you will always be involved in other people's problems as a result of your overly sympathetic nature. ...and can be used as a sound effect for sweatdropping. Okay I added the last bit.^^ OH! And I also found out that da der is German and it means There that...so THERE THAT..^_^ man I'm full of a bunch of useless facts today..^^ *ish bored*
Topic Aww ^^ Question 5: Who would show up for your dream birthday party?
Santa! I've had my birthday on Christmas for twenty-four years in a row and he hasn't once stuck his fat red nose in to say 'Happy Birthday'!!
Nah, really, I'd actually rather have Charity Previch, Daniel Huggins, Danny John-Jules, Gackt, Bunny, Jackie Chan, Kij Johnson, Masaharu Morimoto, Neil Gaiman, Rumiko Takahashi, Shana Scott, Wolfgang Puck, Yoshitaka Amano, and Yoko Kanno.
Everyone would bring a cover dish instead of a presents. We'd all eat, drink, sing Karaoke, and have a Disco. Whoohoo! Birthday party ^_^ sweet...we should play DDR too! Anyway, I just had to put that in my blog. ^^ Man today is really crazy. The snow is coming down! We have a winter snow advisory today because of the lake effect and the wind blowing it around into a white out. I'm really scared to go home today *at school* It's not the drive really it's the thought of some ass going to fast on the road and slamming into the back of me at a light. The roads are still slick from the freezing rain we ahd last night, but I guess people are too retarded to give themselves enough time to get to work or where ever their going. That's my vent for the day..please pray for my safe drive home..;-; My friend Chris was talking about this teacher at Ivy Tech and this really tickled my fancy.lol Me and my two sense you may say. This teacher happens to look like George Carlin, and we got into a funny conversation about it: Carlin is famous for his use of the F-Word..^^;; yahhhh..I had to go there. Hey, it made profile on Chris...a first time for me..*wipes tear away* Such a...honor...*cry*..^^ lol okay I'm done for now..I shall return later cause I gots class and stuff. And if this one is canceled I'm going freakin home..-_-;; Ja ne! >^^<
Topic Go figure.. It would only figure that my only day off this week it would snow all day and the roads be really bad. It didn't stop me, I did happen to wander out and over to my friend Adam's house.( After brushing off 6 inches off my car.-_-; and withstanding -8 windchill ) I had promised him we would do something, but due to the bad weather we just stayed inside. He also had to babysit his two young nephews anyway. I ended up forgetting his Cd before I left, and that was almost the whole purpose of me going over there. Oh well, I had alot of fun watching him wrestle down his two nephews (they had so much energy!) and I got to meet his dad who was a really nice person. I also had a good laugh when a girl named Lisa had called Adam and he put her on speaker phone ,she didn't even realize it. She was so mad when she found out, but we ended up teaming up and teasing Adam. lol I would of loved to meet her because she was really funny, but I had to leave before she came over. Grandpa had called me about 6 times while I was over there -_-; I felt kind of bad because I didn;t want to lie to my grandpa that I was over there, but my parents on the other hand. I told them I went out to the stores..LOL My dad would of had a stroke if he knew I was over at a BOYS house. ooohhh a BOY! T_T Yes were going to make out with his little nephews bouncing on us..lol I don't even like Adam that way, he's trying to set me up with his friend though..*smack* Everyone always tries to set me up with people. Do I come off to be a desperate person?..O_o .....anyway...-_-; Nothing else special has been going on this past week. School has been very boring and work has been kind of irritating with so many changes in their procedures. Nobodies called and all I've been doing is talking to people online ( Ian, Morgan, and Sharon ) and downloading Jrock ( Malice Mizer, Miyavi, L'Arc en ciel, Due Le Quartz, and etc...) So I'm going to eat my icecream and go on with downloading! ^_^ Ja ne. lol Kin fof short for not writing in awhile..^^ Gomen. Topic Stuff... Yes,I finally had Saturday off..*happy music* I've actually had quite a fun weekend hanging out with Momo-chan and Sharon! I wish we could go out like that more often. Yesterday ...well after much procrastination by me and MORGAN. T_T ...lol..we got to Sharon's house (kind of late) so we only had an hour and half for mall trolling..X_X We went to the pet store and petted all the animals. Momo-chan got hit on by the guy working there...he was cute , but kind of creepy..." WANNA PET IT...*close to her* " uh..no! ^_^; Then while passing a Grey Parrot, it happened to wolf whistle right when I passed by. O_o; Morgan gets the guys and I get the parrot...-_-; oh well. The parrot was hot..^^ lol Then after it wouldn't talk anymore we went a petted the guinea pigs and rabbits..and saw the mating ritual of the rat..*SWEATDROP* Rodents are always so horny in pet shops..O_o; Afterwards we headed to Hot Topic and molested all the clothing. I REALLY wanted some vampite fangs..*cry* I gave some to Morgan for X-mas now I cant get any..oh well maybe some day *starry eyes*. After that I had to rush home , although I was already late..-_-; Parents weren't mad, so it was okay. * phew* Today I went over to Sharon's to bring her the Movie Maker CD. We have to remake the old movie we did like 3-4 years ago. It's so hard to rememeber anything that happened. We only remember the really funny parts like zelgadis and his decaf coffee and Martinas evil fat henchmen. We got through the first scene and I recorded a few voice parts for Sharon. I'm going to go over and help her tommorow too! ^^; We HAVE to get this done so I can laugh over and over! ^^ Laughing burns calories! ..kekeke..oh yah today was still kind of bad cause I slipped on a patch of ice before I left the house...my hand hurts cause I scratched it up so bad and my hip hurts cause I landed on it...-_-; I'll restate..I HATE WINTER!...bah..then I just went to work. No big deal, made a couple of bucks. Now Im on the computer...and I'm going to surf around and rape the internet. Keh..so see you later! Topic O-o oro? I just finished downloaded the Christmas donkey song...and now I know why Morgan and Jen were so irratated. It's cute at first, but after awhile it would cause someone to go pyscho! O_o Anyway...*deletes song* Once was enough for me. Today was my first back at school, and it gave me a prett good impression that these classes are going to be so boring! -_-; It started off with English class ( Let me remind you their making me take regular college classes at Ivy Tech, so it's at a lower level) I was so bored to listening him talk about how "hard " these papers are going to be. We only have to write maybe 3 3-5 page papers, and a couple small ones. Thats it, no tests no quizzes! I would of rather took a harder class and actually improved my writing instead of getting it graded at dummy level. Right after English clas I went to....*twitch* Intermediate ...algebra...I'm not even going to talk about this calss because it was the most boring class. I already know this stuff, but they won't let me test out of it because their some greedy bastards over there. I'm going to die if I don't get a class where I actually learn something. My last class was kind of interesting, or course I wasn' paying to much attention because the teacher was distracting me with the way he was talking. " Uh um uh uh and uh um uh the cell..uh uh....um..." I almost burst out laughing so many times! ^_^ So after class I headed to the library to play around on the computer but ended up getting hit on by two wierd guys. I thought they were cute cause they joking around behind me and they had sounded cute...I was playing a word game and one of them started helping me..so I turned around to be all flirty and ..*record scratch* well the younger one wasn't too bad looking, but his friend was SCARY..O_o; So I tried to escape, but they called me back over...and talked to them abit. Why can't I ever be a mean person..-_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; I eventually got away...oh while online I also found out I got an A in Com102 and Bs in the rest! So I didn't do bad at all! w00t! I'll see you laterz! Topic Can’t sleep… It’s the night before school and I can’t sleep -_-; It’s probably because I stayed up so late every night. Oh well, I might as well tired myself out and write since I haven’t done it for a couple weeks. Gomen. ^^; It’s been a pretty hectic holiday with everyone up visiting and work. I did pretty much get out and spend quite a bit of time with my friends. I went to see LOTR 3 with Katie and Morgan (Separate occasions), went to the mall a couple times, spent some time over at Katie and Morgan’s house to watch music videos and anime, went to see Peter Pan with Andy-kun and visited his apartment a couple times, went over to Sharon’s and took her out to play DDR with Mo-chan and I , went to visit my old Japanese teacher at IUSB, went out to lunch at Toyo-grill with sensei, Mo-chan, Larry, Kitty-chan, and other people , and that’s about it in the friend department! I spent a lot of time with family and kept busy trying to get everything caught up! That’s the summary of the last couple week’s… It was so neat yesterday I was watching the international channel and I happened to stumble on the Japanese interview show Hey! Hey! Hey! I love that show! They must of started airing recently…or maybe I just never noticed it! I love the episode I have on my computer (Thanks to Kitty-chan) with Gackt on the show. ^_^; He had an “interesting moment” LMAO. I wish I could understand more Japanese so I could laugh with them, the two hosts seem like such a riot! I also got to watch some of the popular bands on the music video program called PopJapan.tv. (Sunday is Japan night! ) There was one pop video that was a bit weird..O-o; but the others were awesome! Speaking of Japan I can’t wait till I can go to IUSB and take Green Sensei’s class! I love her so much, she’s so sweet. She’s one of the view teachers I know that actually cares in you learning! When we went to visit her last week she gave us text book to study from. I really need to if I’m thinking about taking it! I’ve already forgotten so much!;-; She tried to quiz me…but…X_x; oh yah! I wanted to join the club they have over there too, but the meetings are held on Wednesday nights. They get to go to conventions and stuff! I thought that was so cool. The president guy was going to Cosplay as Miyavi! ^_^!!! I tried to talk him into letting me go to the one in Chicago with them. ^_^LMAO Onegai!!!!! Not to change the subject again, but on the subject of clubs I heard that Media Play was starting an anime club on Jan. 15th ! I’m thinking about going just to check it out! Not by myself of course, I snagged Andy-kun to come along. He needs to find out the time for me though, I had to make him do some work no da! LOL ( I didn’t get to far off the topic did I?..^^; ) Hmm..yesterday was only the good day I had this weekend..-_- Friday morning Kitty-chan left …well..Sunday Morgan left…but I know she’ll be up in a couple weeks! ^^ I got in an argument with my dad on Friday night over something really stupid,but he got super pissed and a yelling fight started that lasted for about an hour, and then my parents got into it. I guess I sorta patched it up on Sunday though secretly I’m pissed at both of them. I haven’t gotten over my fight with my dad, and the fact my mom acted like nothing happened the next day really irritated me. She said she was going to have a talk with him, but I ended up getting screwed because he still wasn’t talking to me and they were laughing and having a good time. Thanks a lot. The only reason I ended up talking to them was I got mad at my mom because she blamed me for something I don’t even remember what it was. I went through and yelled at them ..”God don’t you ever get the point that I’m depressed!” My mom was like “What are you depressed for? Depressed people don’t go out with friends, they stay home.” Yah, I go out with friends hoping I can get rid of that depression! I can’t help but feel down all the time. I sleep in all day because I feel I have nothing to get up for. I almost always cry every night over something. A couple times I’ve even thought of suicide, but I always got scared or thought it was a stupid idea. Nobody will take me serious on this and just brush me off, I mean my parents didn’t even believe me! Oh what loving parents.. I hate my parents, I had a bad childhood (no happy memories of my parents), I now have barely any friends (my only friends are away somewhere), no boyfriend , anybody interested in me or somehow have been shit on by a guy, I had to pay for my own car and insurance (which is brand new so I have no money), I’m constantly being nagged on for something or blamed for that matter, I stay up all night working on homework when I have school, I always have to explain where I’m going and usually have a dumb ass curfew of like 9-10 (I’m 18!) I mean damn….yah I’m suppose to be happy when I have no friends or a life. I try to smile and laugh to hope I can get rid of that deep feeling of depression in me..-_-; Maybe I’m just being stupid, but when we studied depression in Pysch. I could relate to a lot of the symptoms. …DER It probably sounds dumb..I just can’t get out how frustrated with my life I am right now.….. sorry..I had to complain for moment and get that out..I mean I haven’t written in awhile! Haven’t you missed it?! ^^;; Geez its 2:30 am and I’m still not tired…I’d better get to bed otherwise I’ll sleep in and miss my class…just my freakin luck..-_-; so I’ll probably write tommrow. I really need to keep up with this thing so I don’t have to write a huge paragraph. Also I need to fix my pictures since Village photo crapped out on me..O_o; and then I need to also finish updating *LAZY* Maybe sometimes this summer I’ll open up a site or something…that would be kinda of cool….I’ll probably end up shopping on ebay like I usually do, Ive beome addicted lately! I reently just bought the Inu Yasha movie for 11 dollars! ^_^; Anime in China is very cheap, of course….the subtitles were kind of crappy..LMAO! It was funny to read the bad English though! So tupid! ^___^ ROTFLMAO! Okay I’m really going now! Ja ne! wtf mates!
Topic Gomenasai! ^_^ Yes, it has been over a week since I last posted!
I'm really sorry to whoever reads this..lol probably not too many people anyway.
Sorry about that, despite being out of school I've still had a pretty
busy week! Busy with what you ask...here's
a pretty good layout of my week starting with my start of break on Friday last week. Friday- No school today, because I had finished lab finals the week before.
Morgan was in town this week, so me and her deceided to do something. However, Morgan
still wasn't recovered from her flu, so I ended up just staying over at her house.
I think I was over there for like 5 hours! ^_^; We watched a bunch of music videos
of Gackt, Malice Mizer, X-Japan, Hyde, etc! Afterwards we watched the Anime Princess
Tutu and the movie Kung Pow (Morgan had never seen it ) i had also got to open presents
from Morgan and her mom. I got a bunny draw string bag thingie, sterling silver earrings, a
pink Happy Bunny shirt that said "Not listening", Pez, and a personal item..^_^ LMAO..They
didn't fit though. Maybe when I thin down abit. ^_^;;;; oh well! I still loved the gifts!
I headed home about 10:30 P.M and that ended my day. Saturday- One of those days I have to freakin work, so the day pretty much consisted of
nothing, but going into work and getting off at 10:30 pm. I did manage to get online abit and
talk to some people. Katie is suppose to arrive in town tonight at midnight and also April
arrived into town! Sunday- Today was suppose to be my dad's side Christmas party with my uncle Mike and Grandma
B. However, certain people forgot to tell me they were having it today, so I had to miss because
I didn't call off work. actually the party never happened because my Grandpa B went into the hospital for
severe back pain, so my grandma could'nt make it. I did open her presents when I got home. I got
socks, candy, deodorant, pencils, and my uncle Mike got me a tape player. ( yes....a TAPE player.
.*SWEATDROP*) I called up my grandma and thanked her for the gifts, hopefully I'll see her sometime
this year..-_-;.. Monday- Another work day...when am I going to get a day off I wonder...lol NEVER! ...not until
Christmas anyway! LOL Tuesday- Working for Mark since he DID ask me two weeks ago. My check this week is going to be so
sweet! I also got my raise today! ^_____^ HELL YAH! My wage got raised from 10.25 to 11.25. (12.25 on Saturdays,
PLUS the extra dollar if I do Bicart, which I had done 5 times this week! ) So today was pretty good! *dances
about* It's amazing that I did so well considering I'm the youngest person that works there! HA! And my mom
had her doubts, guess I showed her, ne? *sigh* I tried to call KAtie today, but I keep getting her voice mail.
I wonder if she went up to Canada for the week. -_-; She didn't tell me she was going up there first!
I'll try and call her house tommorow. I did get a hold of April, we're going to try and hang out Saturday after-
noon. However, my BIG family Christmas is that day. I'll have to see...-_-; Wednesday- Day.......off......I want a day off.....oh! -_- it's another work day if you haven't
figured that out! Thursday- Merry Christmas! ^_^ Today I went to my grandparents and ate dinner. We had steak, shrimp, broccoli
and cheese, sweet potato cassorole thingie, carrots, and mashed potatoes. I don't know what happened after
dinner, but I got a major tummy ache. _-_ Ugh. i wanted to cry! My dad gave me some Tums and that seemed to help,
I sure was scared I was having an allergic reaction or something. Ended up I just had some indigestion..O-o; I
felt better about 20 minutes later. I think the had wine did me in! ^_^ LOL On my tummy ache duh! I didn't get
drunk! I have to work at 5 AM tommorow *die* Anyway, we opened up gifts and I got my Final Fantasy X-2 game and
Cold Cd ;__________; *so happy* To bad I don't have the time to lock myself up in my room and play games non-
stop like I used to! LOL. I pretty sure my dad was happy with his DVD player I got him. Hopefully! Anyway, the night ended
pretty shortly because I had to get to bed at 9. Oh yah! I had gotten my gift from my parents early today, I got a leather
jacket! ^_^ Sadly it didn't fit, so they have to exchange it for a bigger coat! It sure was expensive, but
they got it on sale so I don't feel bad. lol That's about it, still no signs of Katie-chan . Friday- UGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH....I woke up at amazingly 4 am this morning. Going to bed early sure did help, but I still
didn't want to get up , that's for sure. O-o; On the way to work I was lucky to find a gas station to fill up...in the
ghetto...-_-; I guess all the bad people aren't up that late though..lol so I was safe. *still had hand on mace though*
I swear I have to get out of the hait of letting my tank run dry. LOL I got to work around 5:20 am and it went from
there. It went pretty smooth for my first morning, no major problems. Just had a minor mix up, but I had some
help to fix it! ^_^ My patients were really fun to talk to expecially this preacher named Robin. He was so funny!
I always though the morning people were all grumpy agry old people. LOL yah..I was sort of dreading this morning..^^;;.
It was great to get out at 2 though! I went home afterwards and cleaned up my room abit. Morgan called me and we
made plans to go eat at her grandmas and go see Lord of the Rings 3! I got to her grandma's about 6, and we ate dinner.
I also got to play with their big beast Sam,lol he such a baby pooch. *HUGE dog* I just started petting him and he was
sprawled all over the floor like he had never been pet before..LOL Sam's so cute even though he's a big retard. After dinner we left
for the 7 o'clock, or course we we're a bit late, but that's okay. DER, we did get stuck with front row seats. -_-;
I hate front row seats, my neck and ears are all sore. LOL The sound is so loud up front, and you have to look up the'
whole movie. No matter, because LOTR 3 kicked so much ASS! It was full of action, and I kept crying at sad parts!
I think the dude sitting next to Morgan was even crying. LMAO. However the Orcs were very hilarious! I love the noises
they were making! LOLBut, what was up with everyon'es face being all crooked.... ou probably didn't notice if your
saying huh to my comment..lol Me and Morgan we're laughing so hard over some of the scenes with those damn orcs!
^_^; Anyway, for all you guys the battle scenes are AWESOME and there's ton to keep you on the edge of your seat. Then
there's the hotties for all us girlies! <3 <3 I'm really considering reading the books, and/ or buying the
DVDs..LOTR is just a great series. Period. Anyway, it's getting quite late..and I did get up early today...X_x I think I wrote to much..lol. Anyway, I'll write more
when I ahve more to talk about! ^_^ Hope everyone is having a wonderful holiday, don't forget to make a
New Years REsolution. I don't even bother anymore...considering I never stick to it anyway! LMAO. I just might
this year, I need ot lose some serious weight. I've gained so much ever since I started at the restaraunt..-_-; Well I'm not
fat, I just want to tone up! LOL I'm getting way out of shape! lol Okay I really should get going, I have X- mas with the big family
tommorow...goodie *sarcastic* ...-_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; I only want to go to see Jake and Betty, and maybe my aunt Sandy.
The rest....*shudder*....I dread seeing them..lol..alright Oyasuminasai. Topic *DIE* Today I had my final for communications...U_U *SIGH* I don't know how I did. I hope I do well, and I'm pretty sure I'll get at least a B. Found out today that I was missing some assignments. I thought I had turned in all of them, but oh well I guess it's too late. Please let me have skimmed away with a B *pray* I still have to take my Anatomy final, but that's online. -_-; I'll get to that later. So now I'm school free for 3 weeks! ^_^; Didn't get to the sale back book thing they had so I'm stuck with my books until I can get a chance to sell them. That's okay, I'll post a sign or something. I have to get rid of them or they'll take up room!-_- Wee! ^^ Morgan is in town ^^; But she's sick..*fall* so we're planning on going out tommorow, so that's okay. I want to go ice skating! ^_^ It's going to be awesome. Probably fall on my butt, but it will be awesome..XD !! I'm also going to give her her X-mas gifts, cause their awesome too! XD Awesome is an awesome word..^_^
er, I don't know what else. Maybe I'll have more to say later..just have to much to do right now! ^_^ ja!
Topic - woe is me...;-; I hope I spelled woe...right... ^_^; Well I just got done taking my lab final. *cries softly* It sucked so bad! I hope I at least get a B ;-;. Oh well, I have a B in Lecture so that pertty much states I have a B in the course. I have to go up and talk to the Anatomy teacher again, because yet again my test did not work last night ( that was the last day to do it ) SO, I may have to take it paper and pencil on Tuesday. Wait, I have a quiz on Thursday..oh woe is me! ;-; And a psychology final....I'm so fucked. ;-; The only reason I said that is becase me and mom got in a ight over my grades and I told her they were good, but I forgot about my psycholoy class. I think I have a C in that class. Shit shit shit. ;-; I HAVE to get a good grade on this final! I must study this whole weekend! *takes fighting stance* I'll do okay!.... *gulp* Well yesterday was a complete waste of time, I only picked up presents for my grandma. I still have a bunch of people to shop for. I have to go tonight and at least get a gift for Becki, because I think Sunday is the restraunt X-mas party. What am I suppose to pull time out of my ass! U_U;;;;;; What am I going to do to get all this stuff done! Yes daly I ha to take the Mana quiz down cause it was to bug for my layout. Anyway I have to go, I have to much stuff to get done. Ja! Topic -_- I really need to get together. Well it wasn't a very good start for today, I slept in and missed Physcology...again. ^_^; It doesn't really matter much considering its extra credit to go on days we don't have a test/quiz. I do need those points though.;-; Oh well, I was also late to Communications at 11:30 am, but least I was there. ^^;; My next upcoming class is Anatomy, I have a quiz. I tried to study for it and it doesn't seem like its that diffult, hopefully I 'll do well. However when trying to take my online test I accidently clicked it off, so now I can't go back in it to take it. I'll have to talk to the teacher, so she can fix it. I only have until midnight tonight to get it done! That's it for school news! Tonight I have to get out to the mall and finish my Christmas shopping before it's to late. I only have Morgan done, and if my grandpa went and got my parents present ,then they'll be done. So all I left is both sets of grandparents, uncle Mike, Becki (work), Katie, Justin, and anybody else I think of right now..X_X; I do want to get D-Chan something Alice in Wonderland though. I'd have to get it to her after Christmas because the post office is mad crazy right now. I also have to get my Christmas cards done tonight, I never had a chance to thank everyone for my graduation party. I didn't have any addresses! ;-; . Now that I do, I can send them Thank you/Christmas cards! ^^; Now, to find out what everyone wants.. X_X ...I don't even know what I want..keke. Well I gave my mom and grandpa a list with stuff on it. However, I don't know what to tell my friends..O-o..uh anything I guess. Thats it Christmas update! Ner, okay I have to get going because I have a quiz in *checks watch* 4 minutes. I'll talk to you later. Ja ne!
Topic- so ...TIRED.
Yes, it's that time of year once again! It's time to panic and curse at myself for not studying finals early. I just have to to do good on these tests though! *panic* Last night I stayed up pretty late studying for my Physcology test I had today. It was my fault because I made the dumb choice to wait and write my dialysis report the day before I'm suppose to give it. X_x I hope nobody asks me to diffcult a question, I made the extra effort to make sure I covered everything I could. I also hope I don't get really nervous and screw up my speech. You know how that goes..;-;
least it's extra credit..XD but my physcology test..*doom music* I hope I did okay...;-; I went over the info and it seemed all the questions I can remember were right! Every little bit helps. ne? weee! I can't wait until everyone comes home to visit! ^_^ I'm gonna be overwhelmed! <3 But then they'll all leave again and ....*sinks into lower levels of depression again*. I have school off so I am going to spend as much time as I can with them. I can't wait to see what Kitty-chan looks like now, I haven't seen her in a year! I probably look the same..*plain old look* ^_^;; oh! I think I'm gonna make out a wish list, I feel like wanting presents XD Nobody will probably buy for me, but that's okay cause I can dream! I'll post later, I just have to get a paper done....^_^;;;;;; Ja ne! Topic ^_^V Today I started my Christmas shopping! After school I headed out to the mall and I of course have no idea, still, what to get anybody except Morgan. She is the ony one I have done...X_X; She's gonna love her stuff! I got her kind of alot..ehehehe...couldn't help it! i hope you haven't bought anything lately Mo-chan..*cough* I also had to indulge on myself today! ^^ The new Korn CD was just telling me to take it! ^_____^ So I have the new Korn CD and it's pretty good so far. I also bought a calender and I had to get some Christmas cards. I swear this is the last time I go to the mall by myself.(I told you I hate it Mo-chan) I got hit on by some wierdo black guy that said he was Brandon Mcknight's cousin. DER. The guy never got the idea I wasn't interested and even I lied saying I had a boyfriend...T_T;; Why do all the wierdos come after me..U_U; After that I did happen to spot some cutie asian guys and happily trailed after them...I wasn't stalking! *tap* I really didn't accomplish much today..O_o now that I think about it. I got Kitty-chan one thing and my dad something. That's it...*puff sigh* crap. I guess I'll have to head out on Tuesday and get some more stuff..*looks at huge list of people* Why me..;-; Oh yah! They sell Chinchilla's at the pet store! There so cute!! >^^< But very expensive..O-o..I love looking at the pets there, maybe one day I can have a pet. They were all sleepy though, but dang I feel so bad and I want to take them all home..;-; ..*glomps puppy* whoa.....it's late already...^^; should hit the hay! I hate writing small entries but Im sleepy! ^_^ Ill write more next time. Ja ne Topic- How interesting... Maybe I shouldn't have placed that quiz in my blog considering I'm about to rant...yet again. lol..I do not feel like a goody two shoes right now. I'm having a bad week again. The only really good day I had was when I went out with Morgan on Tuesday, all the other days sucked. Monday- I had to work, Wednesday- Had to work, Thursday- Family came over and I had to clean, Friday- I had to work,
Saturday-Had to work (11 hours)and had the worst patients in the world,Sunday- had to work at 4 seasons (though it was fun to paint an angel on the window.) Then this week it just got a whole lot worse. Here I thought Chad had changed and I was actually getting some faith in him. Stupid me huh. I had called him yesterday to make sure he remembered about my Christmas party, because he hadn't called in about a week. Well I got a hold of him and the only thing he could tell me was that he couldn't go because he was going out of town. How long did you know you were gonna leave? Thanks for telling me at the last minute now I have no time to get a date. That really hurt my feelings. Well buddy that's the last time you play with my feelings! I mean that really crushed me when he did that, he called me for 3 days and then just stopped. He said he liked me, then he ignored me for two weeks. WHAT THE HELL.....asshole....okay I had to get that out...T_T Like I told Morgan...just SHOOT ME. To make matter worse I got back my test in Communications today and I almost totally flunked it....U_U;;; Thanks God let's make me life a whole lot worse...sheesh. I thought things were getting better, but I guess I was wrong. I'll try to find something good Momo-chand, but I doubt I will. I have nothing good, but a car that I have to work for and a laptop I can never use. joy.
see you all later...maybe I'll have a happy post later..
Topic: It's a great day! ^^ Yay! Today I got my notebook! It's so cool, it's kinda hard for me to type and handle the mouse though..;-;. I'm sure I'll get use to it though. ^^ THIS IS SO COOL...weeee..okay I'm done...lol but it's so incredible fast and has a good picture...*5 minutes later* and it loads fast and it...oh..^^; sorry ehehe. Also I got to go out with Morgan today. We went out to the mall because I need to make a X-mas list and start my x-mas shopping..der..I don't know want anybody wants yet. Well of course I don't know what I want either. I sort of have a couple things. I know I want Final Fantasy X-2 and Final Fantasy XI, and maybe a couple CDs. Thats not much of a list though...U_U; Well for my parents, they don't like me buying anime because they think it's a waste of money. BAKAS!...I want a whole bunch of anime and manga..;-; Oh well they don't mind getting me games..so I can't complain. LOL Me and Morgan also went to couple stores and looked at some dresses,but I didn't find one that I liked. I had alot of fun trying them on though.,,lol..^^; Even the poofy one looked cute, even though I also broke my shoulder trying to peel it off..^^; okay..I hate to cut this short, I just wanted to let you know I'm still alive..LOL..This thing is hard to type on though!..I'll practice somemore than I'll blog more! lol...Have a Happy Thanksgiving on Thursday and Ill see you all later. Topic I actually accomplished something. As I wait 2 hours until my stupid lecture tonight on plastic surgery, I suppose I'll blog alittle bit ^^. Today was quite an interesting day, it all started out in Physcology. I came in about 5 minutes late (as usual), but thats okay since I aced the quiz anyway. However I had to sit next to someone I didn't know, and interestingly the area smelt like pee. Now yesterday I had a patient who was pretty "ripe", if you get what I mean, so I was getting pretty sick of this smell. I survived, Thank God, but I wasn't in a very good mood this morning, so luckily stalker dude didn't talk to me. He would of gotten a swift kick in the nuts and a spray of mace in his face. (I'll make sure to video tape it Chris..>D ) It's not because of the pee smell, it was just a bad weekend for me because two patients I really liked died on the weekend. I know that was the risk I had with the job but I'm still new with it. So I'm still alittle upset over it. ;-; I always seem to put bad or rant posts first...teehee..^^;; I don't mean too...I'll put a rant in the middle! GWHAHA! Today we had a fire alarm at school, and naturally it was raining outside. I was really surpirsed how long it took the fire department to get there, let's see... 20 minutes? That's pretty bad, I mean the whole building could of been gone by then...LOL After all that I was completly soaked and I didn't get a paper done..DER. I felt kinda of smart in Communication today because I got to correct my Prof. He was talking about how Japanese people can't say R's and he said a phrase that sounded like this : Flied Lice...lol. I went up to him after class and told him Japanese people can't say L either, is a combination of R and L. He was impressed that I knew that and thanked me for correcting him..*smug* But I have a test on Thursday...*doom music*... On to the good news of the day! ^____^ I now have a devian Art account! I have just a few pieces up because I did this from the school computer, I have to scan my recent art still. I think I'll do that tonight! ^_^ *puts on to do list she never looks at*..lol anyway! Linky! I'll put this to the side later..^^;; I'm feeling abit lazy. LOOK! LOOK!...lol Anyway..I think that's about it for posting...talk to all later...Ja ne! Topic GO me! Okay back to my good week...er week and a half considering I went on a date last week. Well anyway, I talked aout Chad and how I was going to talk to him about some things. Well last Sunday I wrote him a letter, and I got to talk to him after church. I didn't let him on to what I wrote in the letter. I got a phone call about 15 minutes later and he told me he felt the same way about what I had written and that he would like to get back together someday. (It wasn't quite a love letter/misunderstanding letter....but close..^^; ))I also had asked him if he wanted to go to my Company's annual Christmas party. I swear I was the most happiest person on Sunday...because he said yes! So Chad is my date to the party, you get dinner, dance and prizes! ^^ It's going to be a blast. It's wierd though , ever since I wrote that letter he's become more caring and actually calls me( He's called everyday!) This may not sound interesting to anybody , but it would be if you knew the whole story about me and him...of course those are really old posts...^^; Anyway..I've had a crush on him since I was 11. (That's about 7 years I've known him) We lost contact for about 5 years and last year we found each other again. We've always been friends, but our relationship never worked out the first time. We're still friends despite that, but we want to try again. *crosses fingers* I need to call him at 5...*looks at watch*...I'm so happy I can talk to him more. That's the only really interesting thing this week, I did have some bad run in with my bank statement. I had some charges on there that weren't mine, but the bank is taking care of it! ^_^ I think I know what one of them was though...I did purchase a costume at the mall..lol but I don't know the name of the store. I'm going down to the bank after school today. See what the guy tells me..o-O; I can't wait till Thanksgiving! I'm going to get a whole week off of school! Of course I only get one day off at work, and that day is devoted to Morgan...^^.so yah..I need to get a dress and she always has a good opinion. I would bring Chad along..but guys don't like shopping.LOL Plus I'd rather it just be us. >P No men!.. okay..I can't seem to stall time any longer and it's boring me.. I got my extra sleep in...^^;; missed Physc this morning. Not my fault, that wind was so loud last night! (And it was so scary to drive home in..;-; )anyway I'd better go so I can get some lunch...*stomach growls...*...TAlk to you later! ^^ Ja ne! Site is owned by Bunny |
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